Post by Internal Nova on May 19, 2013 22:19:57 GMT -5
Here's my life but way more extreme and what I have thoughts of.
Hey guys, I am Sabra. I am a normal 14 year old girl. I have blonde hair and dark mysterious blue eyes. I play sports and I have a boyfriend who I love to death. I have a "loving" family and two horses and a cat and many many many deceased fish. Bye bye Nemo and Gilbert. Seems like the perfect life right? Pfttttt no.
I am always being bullied and teased and picked on. Why? Stupid things for not being able to play lacrosse or tennis. Not being able to reach 80 in the pacer when I can get to 78. Not being fast enough but being one of the most athletic and one of the fastest girls in Gym. For liking horses. Why? What's wrong with liking horses? Not many people do! I am scared to say I edit videos of my horses and I!(Link to my YouTube if you wanna watch my editing skills m.youtube.com/user/xxMyraNSabra?feature=guide ) The bullying became so extreme that I stopped eating. I began to cut my wrists. I stopped talking to people. I stopped doing things I loved. I stopped doing my homework. I ignored everything even my boyfriend! Thoughts of suicide ran through my head. I overdosed on pills but I was taken to the hospital in time and I lived. People try to help but it doesn't work! I've been called
Slut
Whore
Hoe
Low life
Bastard
Bitch
Obese
Stupid
Cunt
Dumbass
Jackass
Asshole
Mother Fucker
Milf
And many more names! I thought who would care if I'm laying six feet underground in a cold box? Who would?! I don't know. I am just happy school is almost done.
Again this a more extreme of my life so not all of this is true but most of it is. Now you know more about me... :/ Any suggestions or help?
Hey guys, I am Sabra. I am a normal 14 year old girl. I have blonde hair and dark mysterious blue eyes. I play sports and I have a boyfriend who I love to death. I have a "loving" family and two horses and a cat and many many many deceased fish. Bye bye Nemo and Gilbert. Seems like the perfect life right? Pfttttt no.
I am always being bullied and teased and picked on. Why? Stupid things for not being able to play lacrosse or tennis. Not being able to reach 80 in the pacer when I can get to 78. Not being fast enough but being one of the most athletic and one of the fastest girls in Gym. For liking horses. Why? What's wrong with liking horses? Not many people do! I am scared to say I edit videos of my horses and I!(Link to my YouTube if you wanna watch my editing skills m.youtube.com/user/xxMyraNSabra?feature=guide ) The bullying became so extreme that I stopped eating. I began to cut my wrists. I stopped talking to people. I stopped doing things I loved. I stopped doing my homework. I ignored everything even my boyfriend! Thoughts of suicide ran through my head. I overdosed on pills but I was taken to the hospital in time and I lived. People try to help but it doesn't work! I've been called
Slut
Whore
Hoe
Low life
Bastard
Bitch
Obese
Stupid
Cunt
Dumbass
Jackass
Asshole
Mother Fucker
Milf
And many more names! I thought who would care if I'm laying six feet underground in a cold box? Who would?! I don't know. I am just happy school is almost done.
Again this a more extreme of my life so not all of this is true but most of it is. Now you know more about me... :/ Any suggestions or help?
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